I guess i was wrong to fall in love

seriously.

2006-08-28T04:24:56Z

ME :: so who has you so head over heels.

HIM :: im head over heels for myself

.seriously.come on now.

beautifulmessed @ 2006-03-28T23:04:00

2006-03-29T07:05:34Z

So im back where i belong

in MICHIGAN

lol

its good to be back

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beautifulmessed @ 2005-11-18T12:36:00

2005-11-18T17:35:52Z

It is my birthday in 1 week!!!

YAY FOR ME

All i do is work and go to school ....

damn i wish i had time

I am getting Jenna the best xmas present eva...

I miss alot of people that i havent seen in ages ..

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beautifulmessed @ 2005-07-23T03:08:00

2005-07-23T07:11:36Z

I HAD THE BEST TIME EVER LAST NIGHT!!!

Lynyrd Skynyrd was the best concert eva .....

+ gettin drunk and high on the hill

+ dancin my ass off with all my fav. ladies and gentlemen

+ seein all my friends and many people i know

I FUCKIN LOVE THE SUMMER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Especially since johnny and i aren't together anymore

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beautifulmessed @ 2005-06-24T09:30:00

2005-06-24T13:32:42Z

I wish that summer could be like it always has for me ....

parties

friends

good memories

I hope that my summer turns around real soon

<333

P.s.

somebody call me i'm diein ova here ....

beautifulmessed @ 2005-05-21T01:44:00

2005-05-21T05:46:39Z

Prom was so awesome ....

I mean i think it was totally worth the money ... i just couldnt believe it .....

So Johnny asked me to marry him .....

I sure in the hell couldnt believe that ????

So tomorrow is my cousin's lil' shin dig at my uncles .... its gonna be party central .... kegs and all

anyone wanna come get ahold of me cause i'll be there gettin fucked up

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beautifulmessed @ 2005-05-12T22:42:00

2005-05-13T02:44:49Z

SOOOOOO

PROM IS IN TWO DAYS .... OMG!!! I am so excited...!!

TOMORROW HTB IN NORTHVILLE .....its been so long since I hae seen them ... its really sad that this is their last show ....

Life couldn't be better

(i guess)

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beautifulmessed @ 2005-05-07T20:02:00

2005-05-08T00:08:22Z

I haven't been on this thing in forever...

I noticed that maybe my life is going in some weird ass direction that I never planned on going ... believe me ...

I have also noticed that life slips away from you right before your eyes and before you know it your all grown up and you wonder where all the good times went ....

These past couple months have been kinda uneasy .. I mean my life isn't the same anymore I miss my friends soooo much that it kills me and you know what??? I have no one to blame but myself .... I let myself fade away from that scene and come into something more "safe" and "cozy" ..... but thats not who I was at all .....

I miss last summer and all the crazy ass adventures I had with my four best friends .... (you know who you are!)

I used to be ASHLEY FUCKIN MARCUM

stayin up late and drinkin and smokin till the cows came home (or parents)

going to some of the best shows/concerts of my life

having the best heart to heart talks in your car with people you know truly know the real you.

.................

I JUST WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO MY FOUR BEST FRIENDS(you know who you are), BECUASE WITHOUT YOU I DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD HAVE EVER MADE IT THROUGH MY HIGH SCHOOL YEAR .....

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MUCH LOVE

beautifulmessed @ 2005-01-11T13:18:00

2005-01-11T18:19:08Z

I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN SLEDDING THIS WEEKEND WITH PAIGE,MY HONEY,JENNA,BRIDGE AND MINDY

GETTING HIGH AND LISTENING TO THE PENIS SONG ..... IT CANT GET ANY BETTER

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OOOOOOO BABY

beautifulmessed @ 2004-12-21T12:52:00

2004-12-21T17:53:39Z

What Im Thankful For :

im thankful for the friends i have (and never see)

im thankful for my loving boyfriend who is always there for me

im thankful for all the weed i smoke ... cause without that i would be in a crazy home by now

im thankful for the presents im about to recieve

and last but not least

im thankful for all the memories i have inside of me

<333

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

what a weekend

2004-12-13T17:32:28Z

THINGS I LOVE ::

- i love being hit in the leg with a drum and leaving a huge bruise on my leg

- i love getting tons of beer spilled on me

- i love how i get put in the back of a cop car for no damn reason

- i love how Officer White was going to take me to jail because i didnt have a legal guardian pick me up.

ALL IN ALL ..... IT WAS A GREAT NIGHT ..... EVEN WITH ALL THAT

SEEIN MY GIRLS AND EVERYONE ELSE WAS WELL WORTH IT

<33333

beautifulmessed @ 2004-11-19T12:28:00

2004-11-19T17:58:33Z

I cant wait for this weekend

+ i dont have to work saturday or sunday

+ going to good show on saturday

+ seeing friends

+ getting drunk

<3333

i loooove it

beautifulmessed @ 2004-11-15T21:13:00

2004-11-16T02:14:58Z

I just realized something ...

i have no friends anymore ....

seriously .... no one ever calls me or anything ... i never know if anything is going on anymore and .. i just feel lonely

I bet they have no clue what is going on in 10 more days either ....

o well .... (i guess)

<3333

H. B. TO ME.

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-29T13:23:00

2004-10-29T17:22:54Z

Post a comment with a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-25T13:24:00

2004-10-25T17:28:25Z

I need some advice:

What if you were seeing someone for almost 3 months and everything was great .... until a couple days ago he flipped out and threw all your shit in the road and told you that it was over only to call you back and say that he was sorry and that he loved you .... but the twist is my ex-boyfriend is kinda back in my life and he was my first love(i guess).... i mean we dated for two years and he told you yesterday that he wanted to be with you ... and you in someway knew that you wanted to be with him too ......

The question is ...1. do i brake up with my boyfriend and get back with my ex??
or
...2. do i stay with my boyfriend and jsut try to be friends with the ex??

SOMEONE HELP ME ....

<333

P.S THIS WEEKEND WAS THE BEST WEEKEND EVER .... I WILL HAVE PICS UP SOON ...

SOMETIMES YOU FIND OUT THAT SOMEONE IS ALOT NICER THAN YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE ONCE YOU DRINK WITH UM.

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-21T18:43:00

2004-10-21T22:47:37Z

I WANNA SAY A EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWO OF THE MOST GOREOUS LADIES I KNOW

PAIGE AND LEANN

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P.S many your birthdays bring you nothing but late night parties and memorable moments ....

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-13T13:23:00

2004-10-13T17:25:33Z

DOES ANYONE KNOW OF A HALL IN THE FLINT AREA THAT WILL LET ME THROW A BENEFIT SHOW FOR NO COST OR FOR CHEAP .. LET ME ASAP

I love days like this

2004-10-13T17:15:19Z

YESTERDAY

I do have to say was the best day ever:

- GOT TO LEAVE SCHOOL AND HAVE CHINESE
- CAME HOME AND THEN WENT TANNING
- GOT READY FOR THE POWDERPUFF GAME
- WENT FULL OUT AND ROCKED THE FIELD
- WON THE POWDERPUFF GAME

I LOVE DAYS LIKE THOSE

<333

THIS WEEKEND IS GONNA BE EVEN BETTER

P.S I LOVE HOW I CAN SIT IN CLASS AND TYPE ON THIS THING ALL DAY..

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-10T23:31:00

2004-10-11T03:30:51Z

Where did all my friends go??

It feels like dont even wanna talk to me anymore

Im sick of jsut hanging out with the same people

I wanna see my true friends so some people better call me with this weekend!??!?

<333

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-07T13:07:00

2004-10-07T17:10:24Z

EVERYONE SHOULD COME OUT TO FENTON FOOTBALL FIELD AT AROUND 6:30(i think) TO WATCH ME ON THE SENIOR POWDERPUFF FOOTBALL TEAM

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p.s. i do say that a rose and a teddy bear can make anyones day 100% better. :) (cause i know it did for me)

beautifulmessed @ 2004-10-06T13:10:00

2004-10-06T17:13:18Z

SO I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS GIRL IV'E KNOWN SINCE I WAS IN 8TH GRADE IS NOW PREGNANT.....

SHE'S ONLY 16 .....

..... IT REALLY GETS YOU THINKING ABOUT LIFE AND WHERE YOU WANNA GO WITH IT

I JUST WANNA BE WITH FRIENDS THIS WEEKEND .. THATS ALL I WANT

.... LAST NIGHT I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND I DONT KNOW WHY

MAYBE ITS EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON ... WHO KNOWS

GETTING HIGH BEFORE POWDERPUFF PRACTICE ON THRUSDAY SOUNDS SO NICE RIGHT ABOUT NOW ....
(*wishing it was thursday*)

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I love the weekends

2004-10-04T16:46:38Z

This weekend was so great

I spent Friday night with Megan,Holly,Leann, and Paige plus everyone else i saw there

The show was great and I jsut had a good time all together

Me - "Old crushes die hard
Paige - "Old crushes never die"

WORDS TO LIVE BY :::::

I wish everyday could be as great as the last

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hmm

2004-09-28T17:23:07Z

Well im sitting here in class .....

and all i can think about is how much I want FRIDAY to come .....

I get to see my friends that I love

Listen to bands that I havent listened to in awhile

and just have fun .....

Hope to see everyone there

<3333

This goes out to everyone who understands it

2004-09-23T23:26:39Z

NOW LOOK AT THE CIRCLED AREA AND TELL ME WHAT THAT REMINDS YOU OF

beautifulmessed @ 2004-09-23T13:53:00

2004-09-23T17:53:49Z

SWEETEST THING I HAVE HEARD ALL DAY :::

I GET TO PLAY POWDERPUFF AFTER ALL !!!!!

YAY

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